I feel like I'm getting to the home stretch. Or getting really close.
My goal is to have everything ready to go by July 5th. Nursery set up, everything put away, bag packed, a couple weeks worth of dinner in the freezer, purchased everything needed that wasn't received at showers, etc...
So nothing is left to do the last month except wait.
I hope I can meet that goal. It's pretty hefty. But I know I'll feel so much better if that's all done just in case he does come early.
I have a just as lofty list of things I need to do at the office before I go.
I feel stretched really thin right now. Loads of lists and projects stand before me, yet I cannot truly get motivated to start a lot of them.
Most of the time I want to just sit in a pool or take a nap.
At work it's the worst. I try to break up my day by getting up (I usually have to go to the bathroom several times a day now). But by 3 o'clock I am dead tired and my back is killing me.
I start out strong in the morning and usually accomplish a lot, but if anything needs my attention after lunch it's like I can't focus.
I feel quite hideous. I'm thinking of getting my hair done tonight just to boost my self esteem a bit.
I feel like I wear the same 4 outfits over and over. And my quest for comfort at home has me pretty much wearing the same thing every night.
I don't feel like I glow at all. I feel like the beautiful skin my second trimester gave me has now been replaced by a very pale grayish uneven complexion. And the stretch marks are spreading.
I felt cute and pregnanty a few weeks ago, but now I just feel big and pasty. :(
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