First of all, I can't believe how emotional I am pregnant. I seem to cry a lot more than before.
Anyway, Just an update. We went to the hospital this morning for an ultrasound on the gallbladder to see what's wrong (if anything). They didn't want me to bring Jesse back there with me, but I that made me want to cry so I told them I wanted him there.
Anyway, during the ultrasound I couldn't see the screen, not that I would know what I was looking at anyway. She (the technician) did a lot of clicking and kept going over this one spot several times and I could tell she was measuring something at one point. I wanted to ask her what she was seeing, but didn't, so instead I just teared up.
When she was done she said we'd get the results tomorrow. I was under the impression that a doctor would talk to us the same day and hearing that I would have to wait a day made me weepy. I called my doctor to confirm and she said that yes, we would have to wait a day to get the results back.
I must have heard wrong and then I felt stupid and like I had wasted Jesse's morning. I went back to work but for some reason I was overcome with emotion and just cried at my desk.
I'm not sure why I was crying. Because I thought they found something? Because they won't tell me what they found? Because I said I was going to talk to the doctor today but misheard? Who knows.
While I cried my pain came back which only made me worse, now I'm worried they didn't find anything and my pain is "mysterious" and undiagnosable.
I just hate waiting. I feel like my emotions are being jerked around and I seem to have an abundance of them lately.
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